Happy + Sad = Life

28th March is my Birthday...

I celebrated wif my gang of close frenz and that special someone...
I'm happy coz i can spend time wif them...
I'm happy coz i get some present...
I'm happy coz u're wif me...

althought Arsenal draw on tat night in a critical stages...
I still feel Happy...
and I'm still optimistic abt Arsenal league title chances...
and most importantly...
our chances...

but then...
u came saying something to me...
it shake my confidence, my composure...
I juz can't help myself but to lost it...
u ask me not to be angry...
but i'm human too u noe...
I'm not a real saint...

I lost it I lost it I lost it...
am angry at myself more than anything else...
maybe tat's why I always fall short on tis kind of things...

feel like crying...
feel like hitting myself...
I can't help myself coz i suddenly feel like...
u're gonna slip away from me...
I juz lost it...
I overreact...
I put more pressure on u...
I made u more emo...
I'm thinkin too much...

I truly am a newbie and noob...