恋：烟火、流星、昙花

《笑紅塵》

紅塵多可笑　癡情最無聊
目空一切也好
此生未了　心卻已無所擾
只想換得半世逍遙

醒時對人笑　夢中全忘掉
嘆天黑得太早
來生難料　愛恨一筆勾消
對酒當歌我只願開心到老

風再冷不想逃
花再美也不想要　任我逍遙
天越高心越小
不問因果有多少　獨自醉倒
今天哭明天笑
不求有人能明瞭　一身驕傲
歌在唱舞在跳
長夜慢慢不覺曉　將快樂尋找

有多少人能够如此的洒脱？
我也希望能这样
但我办不到

我不开心
我很辛苦
我会改变
我想念你

但

你不明了

陳奕迅 - 無人之境

讓理智在叫著冷靜冷靜　還恃住年少氣盛
讓我對著衝動背著宿命　渾忘自己的姓
沉睡的凶猛在蘇醒　完全為你現形
這個世界最壞罪名　叫太易動情　但我喜歡這罪名

驚天動地　只可惜天地亦無情
不敢有風　不敢有聲　這愛情無人證
飛天遁地　貪一刻的 樂極忘形
好想說謊　不眨眼睛　這愛情無人性

若世界陷進大騙局裡面　朋友亦難以發現
共你隔著空在秘密通電　挑戰道德底線
如若早三五年相見　何來內心交戰
我信與你繼續亂纏　難再有發展　但我想跟你亂纏

驚天動地　只可惜天地亦無情
不敢有風　不敢有聲　這愛情無人證
飛天遁地　貪一刻的樂極忘形
好想說謊　不眨眼睛　似進入無人境

即使間整個約會情調幽暗似地下城
還是算溫馨　多麼想跟你散步橋上把臂看著風景
但是我清醒　月亮總不肯照亮情慾深處那道背影
你我像快快樂樂同遊在異境　浪漫到一起惹絕症

不想說明　只想反應

健康的爱情

痴情的人、多情的人
都不懂得爱情
换句话说
他们的爱都很不健康

痴情的人
痴痴的爱着某个人
痴痴的付出
痴痴的等待
他的爱就是一个痴

多情的人
他的爱可以给得很快
他的爱可以给很多人
他的爱很表面、很短暂
他的爱就是不够诚恳

以上两种人的爱都很不健康
单方面的付出
空虚的结果
多方面的发展
寂寞的鬼计

唯有相爱的人
他们才懂得爱情
他们才拥有健康的爱情

付出的着回报
呼唤的着回应
健康的爱情让人向往

只羡鸳鸯不羡仙
我渴望健康的爱情
可是我偏偏落在痴情跟多情的漩涡里

我的爱情都不健康
所以我不懂得爱情

Michael Bublé - Haven't Met You Yet

I really love tis song...
the catchy music...
the heartfelt lyrics...
the style and story of the MV...
the singer's voice and interpretation of the song...
the beautiful girl in the MV...
I love juz about everything of tis song...

Have been playing it none stop on my media player, my sony psp...
I promise u all tat there will be an infinite loop of it on my playlist =)
I juz can't hav enough of it...
tat day i sang tis song in the karaoke...
I did a solo...
coz my frenz dunno how to sing it...
I think i did pretty good...
haha XD

I hope more ppl like the song juz like me...
coz it always made my day whenever i listen to it...
I especially like the lyrics the most...
coz i think most ppl like me can relate it to our daily life...
and I've been a big fan for most of his songs like Home, Everything, Sway and etc...
Contemporary Jazz is a type of music I enjoy the most...
invite me to a Jazz Bar next time...
=)

To my dear Moon Moon,
I really hav strong feelings for u...
I noe u understand how i feel...
I hope we can share more things together...
ur happiness ur sadness...
I hope u will seek my help when u need some...
I hope tat I can be the shoulder u wanna lean on...
I hope i can be everything for u...
I'm not asking u to decide on me right away...
no pressure no stress juz wan u to noe...
tat's all...

Hmmm... ?!

should i be desperate or should i not?...
should i left it for fate to decide or should i not?...

i need answer for tis 2 question asap...
the ans tat would help me solve a lot of things...

insecurity...
fear of the future...
dilemma...
i'm suffering all these now...

sigh...
sigh...
sigh...

damn hopeless...
damn miserable...
damn annoying...

Oh God, Help me pls...
send some guidance from above k?...

私は本当にあなたを逃す

There is a lot of things i wish to share with u...
There is some places that i wish to travel with u...
There is a lot of words i wish to tell u...
There is a lot of feelings i wish u would understand someday...
There is me missing u...

There is a lot of things i wish u could share with me...
There is some places i wish u could bring me to...
There is a lot of words i wish to hear from u...
There is a lot of feeling i wish u feel the same too...
There is me hopping u miss me too...

I think about u everyday...
I dream about u every night...
I wish i could be by urside for every second...
I wish i could be there when u need me to...
Coz...
I really miss u...

There is still the kite that didn't manage to fly...
I hope we can make it fly together again...



PS: I juz wanna tell u tat i miss u...
I noe i juz can't ask for too much...

(500) Days of Summer (500) Nights of Moon

因为朋友的推荐
今天我看了 (500) Days of Summer 这部片子
忽然有种想要对号入座的感觉
标榜着不是爱情片的爱情片
它的故事竟然和我最近的故事相当吻合
原来在这个世界上
到处都有像 Tom 这样的纯情直男
我大概也是其中一个吧
其实我觉得每个男人都曾经有扮演过 Tom 的角色
只是后来他们成长了而选择了另一条路去走

单一从男性的视野去叙述的爱情片不多见
这部绝对是佼佼者
以偶然、机缘巧合 Coincidence 为主题的故事
有很多的 What If
缘分的开始都是因为机缘
在百货碰上曾经暗恋的旧同学
公司茶水间碰上心仪的女同事
种种的机缘巧合
都是缘分的开端
人活在这个世上都有很多机缘巧合
一切都在于你所做的决定
What If 你不在这天去逛百货
What If 你再迟十分钟去茶水间
一切都会不一样

我读了一篇关于这部电影的影评
很喜欢以下的一段

“愛情裡，你我分成兩種族群，
不管是偶然與巧合，或是被動等待與積極逐愛。
總是有人相信真愛從天而來，能在轉角遇到愛。
有人則相信隨遇而安，順眼OK下回親 嘴。
愛情以各種面貌隱藏在你我身邊，
時而低調曖昧，時而高調搶眼，
只是有時像瞬間蒸發的水蒸氣，
來不及留意就煙消霧散，
有時如影隨形，卻總晚一步回頭。”

现实的爱情就是这样

Tom 在最后终于明白夏天终究会过去
下个季节何妨不是个好季节呢？


Expectation will not be in line with Reality - Tom Hansen

我也期待月圆之后的旭日 =)

我还是我

遇到开心的事
我会大声笑、微笑、会心一笑

遇到伤心的事
我会沮丧、愤怒、扮忧郁

我矛盾、我单纯、我幽默、我愚钝

冷静下来
沉淀自己

发现其实一切没那么坏
要来的始终要来

来得快去得快
拿得起放得下

不管遇到什么事
到头来

我还是那个我
生活还是要过

我的主题曲

你可不可以愛我 可不可以看我
反正看或不看 我依然失魂落魄
成全不是美德 拒絕也不是一種罪過
你能給我 快樂還是寂寞

我想哭但却哭不出来
等到思念像海
淹没我而爱已不再...

你靜靜的撫摸我的頭髮　
眼瞳中流瀉出對愛無力的匱乏
我的心感覺好害怕　
一種莫名巨大的悲傷　
悄悄降臨在我的身旁

我不要你的承诺 不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好 贪心也好
那个男人对爱 不自私 不奢望

我淡淡的偽裝我的徬徨　
沉默中彷彿我們之間有一道牆
我的臉笑的好牽強　
一切用心規劃的夢想　
如今看來是那麼勉強

我不要你的承诺 不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好 贪心也好
最怕你把沉默 当做对我的回答

我哭了爱再不会回来
我会这么等待
舍不得已春去秋来
在你的爱之外
我在那里存在

我看不透你的想法　
多麼可怕的想法
怎麼去愛都是懲罰　
怎麼選擇都是一場心傷　
忘記我還是忘記他



在这梦醒时分 我该不该等待？

Happy + Sad = Life

28th March is my Birthday...

I celebrated wif my gang of close frenz and that special someone...
I'm happy coz i can spend time wif them...
I'm happy coz i get some present...
I'm happy coz u're wif me...

althought Arsenal draw on tat night in a critical stages...
I still feel Happy...
and I'm still optimistic abt Arsenal league title chances...
and most importantly...
our chances...

but then...
u came saying something to me...
it shake my confidence, my composure...
I juz can't help myself but to lost it...
u ask me not to be angry...
but i'm human too u noe...
I'm not a real saint...

I lost it I lost it I lost it...
am angry at myself more than anything else...
maybe tat's why I always fall short on tis kind of things...

feel like crying...
feel like hitting myself...
I can't help myself coz i suddenly feel like...
u're gonna slip away from me...
I juz lost it...
I overreact...
I put more pressure on u...
I made u more emo...
I'm thinkin too much...

I truly am a newbie and noob...

Pls Dun Take ME Lightly !!

I'm a serious person...
I mean wat I said...
I do wat I think I should do...
Everything tat came out of me is "honest"...

I'm Humourous...
but not too "Flirtatious" in a bad way...
so pls dun take my affection lightly...
coz I'm damn serious...

I felt Rejected...
when we can flirt, we can play, we can hav fun...
but when I'm serious...
u ran away feeling scare...

I hate it the most...
when something like tat happen...

I admit tat I fall for ppl too fast...
but I dun fall juz for anyone...
I juz wan someone tat i love who can love me bec...

I'm "almost" a perfectionist...
so when things turns out ugly...
I won't hesitate to abandone it...

I giv my affection to u fast...
and I can take it bec even faster...
so if u dun cheerish it...
I shouldn't waste time either...
RITE? =)

Tat's why I'm a SERIOUS person...
Tat's why I'm a very REALISTIC person...

SO PLEASE DUN TAKE ME LIGHTLY !!