Hmmm... ?!

should i be desperate or should i not?...
should i left it for fate to decide or should i not?...

i need answer for tis 2 question asap...
the ans tat would help me solve a lot of things...

insecurity...
fear of the future...
dilemma...
i'm suffering all these now...

sigh...
sigh...
sigh...

damn hopeless...
damn miserable...
damn annoying...

Oh God, Help me pls...
send some guidance from above k?...